"The world had extraordinary weight to just exist in. Had a couple days of poor sleep up and down through out the night with moments of intense tightness in my chest the weekend before we did MEMI.’ After MEMI: Feels like 100lbs was lifted off my shoulders, the situation brings nearly no stress, it's an event, it happened but it's not any more than another scene. I'm sleeping significantly better and have, as Gerry put it, a more relaxed natural stance. He’s pointed out that he could see a build up a few days before it happened.....I feel back on level ground, the world got significantly lighter to just exist in. Last two nights I’ve slept through the night with out getting up once. It feels like a shift in situational awareness and perspective. I’ve talked the event over with a friend since and stress never passed a 1. It's wild because you still feel like it's supposed to stress you out but your brain says no, it's not.’… ‘Thank you! I'm beyond glad to have some one who understands our internal wiring/sticking and can make sense of it. It gives me a sense of relief that knowing what can come up, can be dealt with."